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if you came here from my home website, congrats! You found my secret blog(or diary even lol) oldest entires are on top, scroll for the newest!!

1.24.25 feeling: ok title: was placed in a torture chamber with my parents for 4 hours

ok so today i had to wake up at 7PM. i mean, atleast its not 5 or 6, but i was NOT in the mood today. I skipped school, for an allergy test. its when they give me a medicine im allergic to, to see if i get any reaction, and i didnt!! which means im safe. the medicine tasted like orange tictacs too but i was STARVINGG bc i was in a room with my parents for 4 hours, and my phone was at 12%...but i charged itin the car luckily! after the test, we went to this super yummy french crepe resteraunt, and i had french onion soup, and this HUGE crepe with nutella,strawberries and banaenaes!! but im soo fullll!! (i think i overate..oopsies, but whateverr!!) laterrr later i had dance, and i was the only one..BUT IT WAS SO FUN!! Me and my teacher did dance a with the song 'All That Jazz' fromthe musical Chicago and it was so good!! i also made a little fort under my desk whick im in rn!!!!!!!!

but yeah, thats really it, byeee!!

1.25.25 feeling: happyyyyyyy title: at my friend bries houseeeee

Ok so today i had tramp which was EXHAUSTINGGGGG, but after, i got some coffe and went to dollarama and got monster for me and my friend, some sour strips, and blue takis !! im at her house for a sleepover,we had a dance party in her basement, and did some messy makeup, and she took some pics too! we're going to watch wicken on a pirated movie website (with adblock absolutleyyy), and then we prank called our ex friend who this shes partof our group but isnt, and we pranked her, and did a whole bunch of dumb bullshit!!!!!!!! time: 12:44pm. ok so 30 mins ago i had half a can of monster and was miindlessly dancinng wiith my airpods in full blast listening to thought i was dead by tyler the creator.I eeven recorded a 12 min vid lmaooo. but now im just chilling while listening to pinkpantheress , and writing here whille on a call withh our othher frind, whos watching south park. my friend whos in the rooom with me is watching spongebob on her tv (sooo real)

☜☜☜☜☜☜☜ goofy pic of my friend!!!

but yeah, thats really it, byeee

1.26.25

feeling:tired...title: bored, and full of buldak, peach monster and lime pepsi

ok, so today was nice, me and brie took a walk in the freezing morning, and had pancakes with a cheese omlette and cherry kool aid (bloodd!! ) then we spent the rest of out time in the basement. i tried to make her drink the monster but she wont :(( i got for both of usto try it, and now shes scared?!! like, monster wont kill you..buut anyway, i finished mine this morning, and i went home at 3. i had carbonara buldak and lime pepsi , like the title says, and now im in my little fort under my desk, doing this!

but yeah, thats really it, byeee

1.27.25

feeling:exhausted and sleepy

title: its 12am and i do NOT wantto work on my essay thats due tmrw.

okay, so today was a pa day at school(WOOO HOOOOOOO) and i woke up, feeling like 'damn..i miss summer...I WANT IT NOW!!!' so i made a vision board for how i want this summer to look like, and im going to try and glow up too, by eating healthy, taking care of myself physically and mentally (mentally is def the hardest, esp with the state im in rn..) and more!! ooh also i figured out how to add songs to my websites!! im not gatekeeping so heres how ;

first, choose your fave song or playlist, then, click the three dots on top, and 'share'. there will be options for share so make sure to click 'Embed Track'. Once you click that, a screen should pop up, showing this:

if u saw what i wrote on the image, you can change the size to be compact, like on here, or large, like on the main website. you can then copy the code below (by clicking show code!!!!) and paste it where ever you would like it to be!!!!!!!

anyhow, im tired, and i'll work on the essay @school tmrw. thats really it, byeee!

1.29.25

Feeling:ehhhhhhhhh

currently:at school in class

listening to: Massive by Drake

title: i want to sleep

okay so its 9:37, and i do not want to be here rn :( Im so bored, and someones coming in to tell us abt the Holocaust, which is my time to sleep!!! i was the first person to finish the math work, which is algebra. it was actually pretty easy lmao, but anyway. honestly i just do this to relax lol

anyhow, thats really it,byeee

2.4.25

currently:in class, just finished a test

time: 11am

feeling: goooooood

ok so we had a math test, and it was pretty easy, bc all weekend, my mom made me do 11 DOUBLE SIDED SHEETS OF PRACTICE, EVEN THO IM ONE OF THE BEST IN THE CLASS??!!! i was soo exhausted ..thank god i dont have to do it anymore. also, we have a field trip on friday!! we're going to watch the new dogman movie, but my plan might be to just stay in the washroom and school on tiktok also i found my old empty sketchbook, and im going to make it CHUNKYYYYYYYYY. i already put a whole pack of gum inside LMAO so yeah. I made new oc too. idk her name, but shes scenemo, and likes rock and yeah

anyhow, thats really it, byeee!

5.21.25

feeling: like im back home!!

holy shit i havent touched this in like 3 months dude...sorry for ghosting you guys anyways, it was my birthday in april, and it was loads of fun! othe than the fact this mf crashed out on me over text because i didnt invite her...WTFFF!! and now we don't talk anymoe which im SOOOO glad bc she was rlly toxic anyway, but she still stares at me in the hall..? weirdo. but it took a lot of my chest anyways, im eading some books, and i finished reading caraval yesterday, and im telling you guys, its SO.F-ING.GOOD. the plot twists at the end ae insane, but it was sone of the books that actaully kept me foucused and into it the whole time. its such a good book, and i really want to re-read it. i cannot wait to read the secoond book eeeeee!!im currently reading powerless, and its also really good!! i also have shatter me, and i got ignite me in the library. in LYHFML WE TRUST!! ok so now the kinda serious stuff, i think? so basically my oldest brother had to leave his house because someone else is renting it, and he got kicked out of his job, and so did his girlfriend...BUT THEY'RE GOING TO JAPAN FOR LIKE 1 OR 2 MONTHS so wahhhhh me so boooooooooooooored...

anyhow, thats really it, byee loves!!

5.22.25

feeling: tired...

hey guyss!! i fixed one of the keys on my school laptop because it was jammed and if you wanted to use it, you'd need to press super hard!! guess what letter it was. 3..2..1...it was the letter R! i simply took the whole key off, pressed the button the key, and put it back on. i have no idea how i did that, but i did!! yippee!! we had gym first thing in the morning today, and we had to do WORKOUTS..ughh!! its really rainy today, and i LOVE it!! rain is such nice weather especially while ur reading..just rain hitting the glass, making a peaceful melody..it sreally nice, and smells good! ohh, my teacher is giving me this last day of school kind of journal, so i can write about how the last few days of school are!! she's only giving it to me because i asked sadly, she's leaving, and won't be here next year..wahhhh she's so nice and fun to be around! i love taking to her because we share a lot of the same interests! she's going to be a high school teacher, which is really nice its currently mindful time, and basically its where we do like relaxing stuff, and coding is realling relaxing! so yeah. like i said im reading shatter me, and omg...warner is sooo needy nd LOOOVESS JULIETTE!! he's soooo eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i got the journal btww and its like this dark blue, almost indigo colour, and its so prettyyyyy!!!

anyhow, thats really it, bye lovess!!

6.3.25

feeling: calm and cool...

xuxu, if you are reading this..then i have found you..and you too second human with him!! so if you have found this, than you must have seen my email. hahaha!! well this is just a short little message that i hope you guys enjoy tokyo, and make sure to send me emails back!! also heres a liiiittle list of what i want:

a japanese brat cd

tamagotchi paradise

maybe a lip balm or gloss?

a LOT of stickerzz

and some snackie snacksss

and yeah, i hope you guys have a good time there!!! and ill be coming guys

6.27.25 8:17pm

feeling: energetic!!!!

currently: singing NOKIA by drake in the basement kinda loud?

hi xuxu and nicki!!!! i saw your website and its sooooooooo coooooolll!! i dont even know how to do dat!! its super cooooolll!!!! its so xuxu that he has a otamone or however its spelled!!!!! i got a new book called binding 13 yesterday, and addison raes album on CD!!! its soo gooood!! both the book and the CD! im reading 3 books at once right now, and i love it!! ive also started to use my nintendo more often!! ive been playing animal crossing and SSBU and its so fun!!! that ramen place sounds soooo cool tooo!!!!! and those japanese CDs look sooo cooliooo!!! i cant wait to see them irl!! anyways, yesterday was the last day of school, which was sad, but those sad emotions kicked in after school, but being at school felt like a normal day! we made a candy salad and had a bunch of drinks and chipss!! me and my friend were watching benoftheweek together and the office aswell! we couldnt believe that karen and jim broke up!! *looks around to see if anyone is looking* *does my mini victory dance*!! ok listen, i LOVED karen, she was a diva, but also kinda mean and stuff? idk but during that pam vs karen thing I WAS 10000% TEAM PAM. PAM IS MY DIVA SHE IS AN ICON AND I LOVE HER AAAAAAAAAAAAGHHH!! lowkey, i feel like me and kelly would be office BFFs, bc we both just LOVE talking and are always happy silly billys!! we are bananas! b-a-n-a-n-a=s!! oh yeah that was all about the office btw!!

anyhow, thats really it, byeee!!

7.13.25

feeling: happeh!!

currently: litening to i bed you'd look good on the dance floor and other arctic monkeys songs!!

hiiii guys!!!!!!!!! i know its been a while, but im here!! ok a llittle recap from what happened recently!!

i got my tooth pulled out, and had ice cream for dinner that day

i finished better than the movies during our day trip in the car!! that book was soo adorbs!!

as you know, i got a new book on that daytrip, called happy place, by emily henry, and its actually really nice so far!

and yeah!! also if you scroll even MORE down, you'll see what im reading right now!! its this little widget from goodreads, and it is soooo cute and cool!! (also this is my goodreads account so pls make an account and friend me that will be so awesome sauce eeeeeeeeeeee!! )